Clean Room, New Leaf
Apr. 13th, 2013 07:37 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
eumeliaI cleaned my room yesterday.
Those of you who have been with me for a few years know that this is generally a full day's project, a morning till night kind of deal.
It wasn't so bad this time. I only filled two garbage bags and discarded of a broken computer that was sitting there, masquerading as a dust collector.
My room suddenly has a fresh smell and feels airy. I put a lot of my knick knacks into storage, including my 30+ snow globe collection. I did that when I moved back in with my parents last year, but this time I also rearranged my current collection of stuff.
All this is very mundane, but it's also significant, because once again I neglected this place and I think I neglected you all, which isn't fair, ever.
Hopefully this clean really is a new leaf for me, because I've also been feeling creatively stunted for a while. I haven't written meta in months (for a variety of reasons) and I've been stymied when it comes to fic that I'd like other people to read and not self indulgent exercises.
My life has been pretty monotonous unfortunately, I haven't had time to return to roller derby and I'm basically working all the damn time.
I'm sorry I wasn't around for important things that happened to you guys. I have no excuse other than the fact that long form writing seems to be out of my reach lately.
Love you all.
Those of you who have been with me for a few years know that this is generally a full day's project, a morning till night kind of deal.
It wasn't so bad this time. I only filled two garbage bags and discarded of a broken computer that was sitting there, masquerading as a dust collector.
My room suddenly has a fresh smell and feels airy. I put a lot of my knick knacks into storage, including my 30+ snow globe collection. I did that when I moved back in with my parents last year, but this time I also rearranged my current collection of stuff.
All this is very mundane, but it's also significant, because once again I neglected this place and I think I neglected you all, which isn't fair, ever.
Hopefully this clean really is a new leaf for me, because I've also been feeling creatively stunted for a while. I haven't written meta in months (for a variety of reasons) and I've been stymied when it comes to fic that I'd like other people to read and not self indulgent exercises.
My life has been pretty monotonous unfortunately, I haven't had time to return to roller derby and I'm basically working all the damn time.
I'm sorry I wasn't around for important things that happened to you guys. I have no excuse other than the fact that long form writing seems to be out of my reach lately.
Love you all.
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Date: 2013-04-14 05:23 am (UTC)*hugs*