Interesting Times

[eumelia]

Just got off the phone with hagar_972, she just informed me that tomorrow is my last shift at the army.

It feels unreal.
I feel like a weight has been lifted off me in some way, the relief is almost painful.
Speaking to Hagar I stopped breathing for a little.

I also found out that Yaron (the guy who I'm sitting with tomorrow) went to a funeral yesterday, a member of his Kibbutz was killed.

I'm not sure how I feel about this.
Relieved certainly, but now suddenly it's as though a Purpose is gone, and even though I suffered greatly and had a hell of a lot of inner conflicts about the whole thing, Being in the army during these interesting times; I don't think I'll ever regret.

Thanks for reading and commenting during this stressful time.

Comments

[aesiron.livejournal.com]

Congratulations on getting out. I'm happy for you.

[lifeofresearch.livejournal.com]

Several things. First, let me say I respect you for the courage and bravery you showed during this difficult time. Second, you have been my my thoughts daily during this conflict. Finally, I am so happy to have you as an on-line friend.

[djvande.livejournal.com]

So glad to hear you are done. Nurit finished just about a week ago. I know you guys went through hell with crazy shifts and unbelievable work . . . I hope you can take some time and de-stress. You're in my thoughts! : )