Interesting Times

[eumelia]

Just got off the phone with hagar_972, she just informed me that tomorrow is my last shift at the army.

It feels unreal.
I feel like a weight has been lifted off me in some way, the relief is almost painful.
Speaking to Hagar I stopped breathing for a little.

I also found out that Yaron (the guy who I'm sitting with tomorrow) went to a funeral yesterday, a member of his Kibbutz was killed.

I'm not sure how I feel about this.
Relieved certainly, but now suddenly it's as though a Purpose is gone, and even though I suffered greatly and had a hell of a lot of inner conflicts about the whole thing, Being in the army during these interesting times; I don't think I'll ever regret.

Thanks for reading and commenting during this stressful time.