For someone who seems, in her posts, so averse to what you're doing, you seem to pour a lot of heart into your shifts. I guess it's hard for me to understand the dissonance.

I feel strange reading your posts lately. It's like, the way you mention my LJ name is like reading about another person - I so don't see myself the way you seem to be presenting me, and it's weird. (How does one say הזרה in English? That's the word i'm looking for.)