Yeah, i think myself into complex knots over all of it though, wondering how much of my behavior is due to rebellion, a desire to be different, a desire to do what makes sense to me, subconscious reinforcement of the dominant paradigm due to my parents or my fear of being stared at e.t.c.
Although i don't think i am 'regular' in any aspect except my gender identity. I am firmly a biological and cultural woman. Gender roles on the other hand, there i differ from the mainstream. Gah it is too late for my brain to comprehend all this properly. I really need to have my shower and go to bed :p.
I do feel liberated though, i've always questioned things, not simply for the sake of it, but because i do always want to know why. I only wish it was more common. People don't question their leaders or factory farms e.t.c and look what we end up with!
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Yeah, i think myself into complex knots over all of it though, wondering how much of my behavior is due to rebellion, a desire to be different, a desire to do what makes sense to me, subconscious reinforcement of the dominant paradigm due to my parents or my fear of being stared at e.t.c.
Although i don't think i am 'regular' in any aspect except my gender identity. I am firmly a biological and cultural woman. Gender roles on the other hand, there i differ from the mainstream. Gah it is too late for my brain to comprehend all this properly. I really need to have my shower and go to bed :p.
I do feel liberated though, i've always questioned things, not simply for the sake of it, but because i do always want to know why. I only wish it was more common. People don't question their leaders or factory farms e.t.c and look what we end up with!