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Eumelia ([personal profile] eumelia) wrote2014-08-02 12:06 pm
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*tap tap* Is this thing on?

So, back in May I turned 29. Not the actual news I want to talk about.

I sometimes feels it's superfluous to write long entries, when I'm on twitter (not so much tumblr anymore, I haven't been there for the past month or so, unless someone links me a specific post) and I manage to regurgitate everything I want to say in short, declarative sentences.

This is helpful because I find myself completely frustrated with everything that's been happening and being able to just tweet "ARGH" at the world has been therapeutic.

Kind of.

Not really.

I took the time to skim through the blogging I did back in the 2006 and I'm amazed at what I managed to churn out during one of the most stressful times of my life. I can't even consider doing the same sort of thing now.

Moreover, it's hard to look back at who I was back then, trying so hard to justify the shit that was going on, out of some misplaced loyalty to people who are no longer friends.

I don't even know who is reading this anymore. If anyone. Maybe this like back in the beginning of my years on LJ and then DW, when I was just shouting at the void.

If you follow the news, you know my country is murdering people again.

I've been thinking about a lot of things to do with that lately.

I hope there is something left to salvage.

Meanwhile, hi? How are you?
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[personal profile] st_aurafina 2014-08-02 09:15 am (UTC)(link)
Hey! I've been thinking of you - glad to hear from you. *hugs*
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[personal profile] glinda 2014-08-02 10:35 am (UTC)(link)
It's good to hear from you - I'm glad you're safe! :)
Edited 2014-08-02 12:15 (UTC)
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[personal profile] ironed_orchid 2014-08-02 10:54 am (UTC)(link)
I enjoy reading your tweets, but I'm not there often enough to really keep up.
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[personal profile] lilacsigil 2014-08-02 11:58 am (UTC)(link)
Glad you're alive and well! It's good that there's so many platforms for communications depending on your mood, even if we don't all follow all of them.
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[personal profile] heavenscalyx 2014-08-02 12:52 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm reading! I see you on Twitter too, but I do like reading longer thoughts.
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[personal profile] silveradept 2014-08-02 08:40 pm (UTC)(link)
Hello again! Glad to see you back. Have always enjoyed when you came into the long form here.
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[personal profile] adafrog 2014-08-02 10:36 pm (UTC)(link)
{{{hugs}}}
You can write short things here, too.
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[personal profile] forests_of_fire 2014-08-03 11:11 pm (UTC)(link)
-hugs-