*tap tap* Is this thing on?

[eumelia]

So, back in May I turned 29. Not the actual news I want to talk about.

I sometimes feels it's superfluous to write long entries, when I'm on twitter (not so much tumblr anymore, I haven't been there for the past month or so, unless someone links me a specific post) and I manage to regurgitate everything I want to say in short, declarative sentences.

This is helpful because I find myself completely frustrated with everything that's been happening and being able to just tweet "ARGH" at the world has been therapeutic.

Kind of.

Not really.

I took the time to skim through the blogging I did back in the 2006 and I'm amazed at what I managed to churn out during one of the most stressful times of my life. I can't even consider doing the same sort of thing now.

Moreover, it's hard to look back at who I was back then, trying so hard to justify the shit that was going on, out of some misplaced loyalty to people who are no longer friends.

I don't even know who is reading this anymore. If anyone. Maybe this like back in the beginning of my years on LJ and then DW, when I was just shouting at the void.

If you follow the news, you know my country is murdering people again.

I've been thinking about a lot of things to do with that lately.

I hope there is something left to salvage.

Meanwhile, hi? How are you?

Comments

[st_aurafina]

Hey! I've been thinking of you - glad to hear from you. *hugs*

[eumelia]

*squish* Not gonna lie, I'm blinking rapidly now.

This makes blogging here worth it. I need to remember that.

[glinda]

It's good to hear from you - I'm glad you're safe! :)

[ironed_orchid]

I enjoy reading your tweets, but I'm not there often enough to really keep up.

[lilacsigil]

Glad you're alive and well! It's good that there's so many platforms for communications depending on your mood, even if we don't all follow all of them.

[heavenscalyx]

I'm reading! I see you on Twitter too, but I do like reading longer thoughts.

[silveradept]

Hello again! Glad to see you back. Have always enjoyed when you came into the long form here.

[adafrog]

{{{hugs}}}
You can write short things here, too.

[forests_of_fire]

-hugs-